Tuesday, May 09, 2006

ONE YEAR OLDER

The secret of staying young is to live honestly, eat slowly, and lie about your age. A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun, and in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years.

Happy Birthday my dear sister.

May you have a wonderful trip of life and be happy always.
"Remember happiness doesn't depend on who you are or what you have; it depends solely upon what you think."

Monday, May 08, 2006

THE FIRST ENTRY

Every time when you wake up and ask yourself, "what good things am I going to do today?", remember that when the sun goes down at sunset, it will take a part of your life with it.

But have you ever woke up and experience such phenomenal where you feel that all the good things that you did are just being taken for granted and you're just not worth to be nice?
Feeling of anger, hatred and sadness started to accumulate in your thoughtful mind and slowly blaming yourself for letting shits to happen to you over and over again. You felt like you've been poisoned which eats you from inside.

That's when you get so emotionally depressed where you just hope that you shouldn't be waking up that morning. Situation get worse when slowly you could feel those precious tears came rolling down your baby cheeks and you really need someone badly to bawl at.

Thanks to that someone for hearing me out and making me realised that such phenomenan is actually a feeling of hatred. We think that hating is a weapon that attacks the person who harmed us. But hatred is a curved blade. And the harms we do, we do to ourselves. I've also realised that sadness does not inhere in things. It is a product of our own thought which we create it out of whole cloth.

Conclusion; "In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."